I have a schizophrenic disposition of kind and that expresses itself in a clinical picture. So many voices in your head and with Schizophrenia there are so many images in whatever form and nature. Mine is paranoid and that results in an image that you want to go to the end to be right. And also that there are not things that you think you can perceive.
This is an annoying picture when you consider that I am a beautiful person who wants to enjoy the world.